Bad day.. Bad day...

Just had one of those days, where everything just seems so overwhelming.. and nothing you planned is going as planned. Ever had one of those days? I hate them.
They make me feel helpless, and lonely... and helpless... and lonely.

Doesn't help that the bitter cold here is just pure bitter.. and painful. Wind chill was about -17 Celcius today! The 10 minute walk from the downtown bus station to my apartment felt like longer than that. Didn't help that the sidewalks were not salted, and the roads weren't really properly plowed. Oh and on top of that, I forgot my hat! So my ears were hurting, my nose was running, my nose boogers would freeze everytime I took a breath, I couldn't feel my toes and my fingers... and my whole body was aching from shivers and tense-ness due to shivers.

I miss home. I miss Malaysia and its warm weather. I miss tank tops, and flip flops. And the cool breeze of the fan against my skin on hot days. Instead, I have bitter wind numbing my face, and every other part of my body for that matter. Instead of tank tops, I'm wearing 4 layers of clothing everyday, 2 pairs of pants, scarf, hat, gloves... Even with that much on.. I am still freezing. I'm freezing even in my apartment, sitting on my bed. My ice-cold feet are difficult to warm up and it makes me feel uncomfortable!

I'm all cranky and complain-ey. Probably from waking up at 6.30am this morning to sit for an exam. Okay gotta stop whining and study Neuro. Whoopee..

 

Panic: Me on Thursday and Friday.

Food: Me this past weekend. 

Anger: Today. 

Denial: After 3pm tomorrow...